To Bear, From Your Bear
10:58 AM
Dear Bear,
Hi! I don't
know how will I start this but I just want to pour out what I can't contain
inside of me.
You know the
feeling of regretting? That is what I felt right now. All these years, It has
always been you. There is this one time when I accidentally opened your
facebook account and tears suddenly came out of my eyes. I just thought this
kind of scenes only happen on movies.
But what
hurts me now, is this picture of you with a woman whom you encircled your arms
with, that suddenly popped up on my notifications. I was really hurt. No, I was jealous and I...
I envy that girl because you have never done that to me, not even once.
If given a
chance that I can talk to you again, I would grab it even if it is just for a
short time. I would really be happy to do so. Even if this might take up a lot of courage. I would still do so. If it means to clear up things that should have been cleared years ago, I certainly would do so. But I didn't. I couldn't.
I know I
don't have the right to do this again. I know I was the one who created this
pain. I know I was the one who hurt you the most. I know this is all my fault
and I caused you this. But please, would you listen at me just this once?
Don't you
know I was hurt when you cried in front of me? Silly me, of course you wouldn't
because I won't show you. All those tears are not worthy of a bad girl like me
bear.
I can't wish
more happiness in your haven now. I just wish, I will live through this guilt
and pain. I wish I will survive everyday without you. Though, I know, there
will never be like you. I wish I can found someone as caring, as loving and as
gentle as you. But that would just stay a wish, I guess.
Five years
have passed but it is still you I love. It has always been you here in my
heart.
I know, you
can't have the chance to read this or maybe you could. But if some way or another, you might tumble n this letter, I just want to say this,
I don't wish to rekindle our old love because right now I know it is
impossible. I just pray for your forgiveness and I hope to see you soon if fate
will bring us together again.
Sincerely,
Your Bear
Your Bear
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