I am not a hopeless-romantic nor a hopeless one in it's literal form. But I see life as a long wait and love as a path to take.

Others may regard me as absurd, out of style and late. But I am just in a long, worthwhile wait. I want to utter the words “I do” in front of my lifelong partner. I want to be pure in the eyes of my mate and of course in God. Yes, I am committed in TLW:True Love Waits.

Do not get me wrong here. I had a promise with a childhood friend before but we both broke that promise. I had my first boyfriend when I was 15 but it did not last long. I also had my second boyfriend when I was a senior in high school. But for 5 long years I am committed to waiting and of course till I will meet the rightful one.

They say love is a try-try game which I really do not think so. For me, it is more of finding someone  to be with. More than following the heart too. I will not compromise my heart, nor give it away  to someone who does not deserve it. That is also the reason why I am still committed in waiting though I have experienced once the beauty of love.

Honestly, I am playing scenes on my mind on how will my first date go on, on how my soon to be husband will ask my hands in front of my love ones and how my first kiss will be on the altar. But things could go left than right, back than front I know.

Many have asked me what is the qualities I am looking for. To tell you frankly, I do not think of such thing. Because he’s the one not because of all the good things I will be attracted on him. It will be about seeing the future with him.  Whatever the circumstances may be, we will still stood side  by side.

And of course I am praying while waiting. :)