Like a child's emotion doing his first act of responsibility is my emotions on the first meeting held for the newly elected officers, until this emotions eventually faded away.

One minute before 8 in the morning I first took my step on the new office I never expected to be in. it is my home now. This is going to be my new cave was all in my  mind. As I walked in, I saw my fellow officers sweeping and arranging. It  was actually awkward at first but we eventually came at ease.

We started our meeting by 9AM, an hour past the supposed time. Everybody was present. My hands were sweating real hard and my stomach has butterflies in it. So this was how first meeting felt. Everything was tense for me since we are going to choose for the committee we wanted.

Election has come and the ruling party first lined their senators for the committee. Then, one of my co-party and then them and them. Till I noticed  2 of their senators is heading 2 committees which is actually unfair for us two senators having no committee. i motioned for a reconsideration with an argument that every senators should head their own committee but they just laugh at me. The senate  president (which is actually from the ruling party) rebutted that there is no probitions stating that one senator can not head a committee more than one. She hammed the gravel and I lost.

This incident also happened 2 years ago with the same format and same act. Inside the small scale studentry has no equality,  how much more in the macro scale of our society.

After the meeting they handshaked us three saying congratulations but I can see how insincere and ironic what they're saying and acting are. It was really a well versed act. from the very beginning till the very end.

If they want this game, I am going to play this game.


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